Because I can

I feel like I need to vent and quit fraquetly I am in titled to write what I want because it is my blog and I seem to do better writing on my blog then my own journal... That being said...... READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.....

So I feel like being just about a little over 6 months pregnant and the fact that my hormones are raging, my breast are ENORMOUS and my body is just stretching and growing all over the place i'm just feeling completely down all the time. I mean I do have the best husband in the whole entire world and greatest family you could ever ask for but this pregnancy thing is not as glamours as they say. My blog may seem all glitz and glam but this right now is the real talk. I don't know if it's being married a year out of high school or getting pregnant at age 19 but my feelings have just been extremely hurt lately. It's like when you were in elementary school and everyone wants to play on the monkey bars and everyone sits on top and you go to get on top with everyone and all the sudden there is "no room"! yeah that's how it is for me being married a year out of high school and getting pregnant two weeks later! You're the odd one out... don't get me wrong I wouldn't change my life for the world but come on Im still the same person I just run to my husband instead of my daddy and mommy( well I mean I still do but the husband always comes first right?) and I just have a bigger belly then I did back in the days but i'm still capable of doing a lot of things then your average college students and newlywed none parents. I like to eat, I like to swim, I like to flirt.. with my husband, I like to sit in front of a fire and stuff my face with sugary goodness and roast the good old weenies then place them on my ketchup and mustard yummy bun, I even go to the gym.. sometimes, I like to hike, I know no one wants to have "that couple" on games night (by that couple I mean the ones with the kids and who want to go to bed at 9 on the weekends) but I can say I almost always win. I am the type of girl who I know says things completely inappropriate and am way to blunt sometimes but I don't mean it by a rude way I just grew up with a family who has always shared how they felt and have no secrets. I don't mean hurtful things but I recognize that I am sometimes.... To basically sum everything up I have just really had my feelings hurt badly these past few days and I would love for people to recognize that I am still the same person I was before I was married and pregnant I am just a little big bigger and more mature (which is a good thing right).  I feel like I want to burst into that song india arie- video 

well there it is peeps! I am done with this lame rampage! 

There is funny picture I got off google to lighten up the mood & explain how I feel 

tribal wear

Don't you just love the way this week has turned out with this sun shinning and the warm weather not to mention this three day weekend! I think I might spend my memorial day first by visiting my dear papa and my friend Bekki. Then I think I just might be laying out at my mother in laws pool and getting me a tan. I have had strep these past couple of days so I have just been miserable and my skin needs some sun rays. My doctor told me the best way to relief some stress is by swimming because your body becomes weightless. I can not believe my 6 months is actually here I can officially say I have less than three months left! These photos prove that I only have three months left (I feel huge). My hair actually is growing! This is seriously the most natural I have been in a really long time! NO EXTENSIONS is a big deal! If my hair is down its usually got some sort of extension in it and if its not down with extentions its in a bun! But this morning I decided to try something new!

THE HAIR 

+First I started by straightening the ends of my curls so it would tame the fro and actually look normal (yes I have the craziest curliest texture of hair)

+Then I put in a sea salt spray from tigi it's my absolute favorite

+scrunched it so it would still be big cause I do love big hair

+Lastly topped it off with some big sexy hair spray

 Outfit
+Dress: Nordstrom rack
+shoes:Nordstrom
+Jewelry: bohme

black & white

As the weeks get closer and closer to my due date I obviously am getting bigger and bigger. Saturday morning travis and I layer in bed all morning long. That afternoon we had a bunch of things to do so when we were all done running around it was time to get me some clothes THAT ACTUALLY fit because at this point everything has been layering but I'm way to pregnant for that! 

shirt/ old navy maternity 

skirt/macy

neckles/bohme

shoes/forever 21

 How Far Along? 26 weeks  Weight Gain: 14 pounds ( I feel pretty chubby for being almost 6 months) Maternity Clothes? I tried to avoid wearing maternity stuff but I am so uncomfortable so I almost always wear maternity (this skirt isn't so I was pretty happy)Sleep? I sleep about 6 hours a night but I wake up quit a bit Best moment of the week? I got a ultrasound on monday and I got to see her again and she looked so big! The best part was the doctor said you could see a lot of muscle in her legs! she got that from me!!! I could climb a gymnastic rope all the way to the top at age 2 Weird pregnancy moment? I woke up super early morning to the absolute worst calf cramp of my life it was purely horrifying Movement: She's been kicking a lot more this week but still just lightly!Food Cravings: french dipped sandwiches!it's like waking up at 5:30 and making it type of a craving Anything making you queasy? still red meat What I'm looking forward to: Getting ready to start on her nursery I finally found the colors I love

may flower

I got so many emails and messages asking about my outfit I was wearing in the last post so I thought I would share with you happy spring ya'll!

hat/deb
neckless/forever21
black high low shirt/forever21
black leather leggings/bohme
low top boots/ forever21

summer bumping

|BUMP DATE|

How Far Along? 23 weeks my weeks start every monday (pretty convent huh?) Weight Gain: My last doctors appointment I have only gained 7 pounds but I think I must have grown a few more this month. I am maintaing a lot of water in my legs so it makes me feel a lot bigger than I really am Maternity Clothes? I try to avoid them but I can't really fit in anything else so I guess the answer is yes Sleep? I bought a pregnancy pillow and I don't think I could sleep much without it! I am waking up about once a night to use the bathroom and then I wake up about 7Best moment of the week? seeing  my baby belly pop out my belly bottom is hanging there by a thread Weird pregnancy moment? I can't bend over and put my shoes on! Movement: She doesn't kick all the time but when she does they are hard and for a long period of time so it makes it easy for travis to feel her Food Cravings: Anything I seriously just want to eat anything thats everything Anything making you queasy? I can't eat any form of red meat chicken is the only meat I can hold down What I'm looking forward to: I can't wait to start getting everything & getting it already for baby P