Because I can

I feel like I need to vent and quit fraquetly I am in titled to write what I want because it is my blog and I seem to do better writing on my blog then my own journal... That being said...... READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.....

So I feel like being just about a little over 6 months pregnant and the fact that my hormones are raging, my breast are ENORMOUS and my body is just stretching and growing all over the place i'm just feeling completely down all the time. I mean I do have the best husband in the whole entire world and greatest family you could ever ask for but this pregnancy thing is not as glamours as they say. My blog may seem all glitz and glam but this right now is the real talk. I don't know if it's being married a year out of high school or getting pregnant at age 19 but my feelings have just been extremely hurt lately. It's like when you were in elementary school and everyone wants to play on the monkey bars and everyone sits on top and you go to get on top with everyone and all the sudden there is "no room"! yeah that's how it is for me being married a year out of high school and getting pregnant two weeks later! You're the odd one out... don't get me wrong I wouldn't change my life for the world but come on Im still the same person I just run to my husband instead of my daddy and mommy( well I mean I still do but the husband always comes first right?) and I just have a bigger belly then I did back in the days but i'm still capable of doing a lot of things then your average college students and newlywed none parents. I like to eat, I like to swim, I like to flirt.. with my husband, I like to sit in front of a fire and stuff my face with sugary goodness and roast the good old weenies then place them on my ketchup and mustard yummy bun, I even go to the gym.. sometimes, I like to hike, I know no one wants to have "that couple" on games night (by that couple I mean the ones with the kids and who want to go to bed at 9 on the weekends) but I can say I almost always win. I am the type of girl who I know says things completely inappropriate and am way to blunt sometimes but I don't mean it by a rude way I just grew up with a family who has always shared how they felt and have no secrets. I don't mean hurtful things but I recognize that I am sometimes.... To basically sum everything up I have just really had my feelings hurt badly these past few days and I would love for people to recognize that I am still the same person I was before I was married and pregnant I am just a little big bigger and more mature (which is a good thing right).  I feel like I want to burst into that song india arie- video 

well there it is peeps! I am done with this lame rampage! 

There is funny picture I got off google to lighten up the mood & explain how I feel