Today I have to be nothing but grateful for such a beautiful family I have. I don't know what it is about creating life inside me but it sure changes your thoughts about life. Yesterday I had my 17 week check up and we get to find out what we are having next month!!! Such an amazingly humbled feeling I have that I have married someone who loves me and will do all he can just so I can have the things I need. I seem to be doing nothing but having sleepless nights from the amount of stress I get and having my face in the toilet 24/7 cause I can't seem to hold anything down these days. But just being with Travis and laying next to him and having long pillow talks about what we were like when we were young brings nothing but pure tears in my eyes. But seriously I can't even write this post without crying because I don't know what I ever did to make god love me the way he does but He must love me a lot to bring such a incredible man in my life. To my future wives find someone who knows your heart not see's your heart... well only 23 weeks left and it seems like each time monday roles around my heart has a sigh of relief because that is one less week till I get to meet this child inside.
"From our sorrow we might seek out the sweetness and the good that is often associated with and peculiar to our challenge. We can seek out those memorable moments that are frequently hidden by the pain and agony. we can find peace in extending ourselves to others, using our own experiences to provide hope and comfort. And we can always remember with great solemnity and gratitude him who suffered most to make it all right for us. and by so doing we can be strengthened to bear our burdens in peace. And then, the 'works of god' might be manifest."
-Richard C. Edgley
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