Friday, February 20, 2015

dear baby


Hello baby,
Hello its mommy here. Watching you while you sleep. Hoping that you dream good but missing you while you are tucked away in your crib. I remember when you were in my belly and I would sit in the rocking chair and dream about when you would get here so I could watch you dream and hold you while you slept through your innocents. I feel like just yesterday I was holding you for the first time and now it has been 184 days since then. I love seeing you grow from that first captured coo oh that was so sweet to that first time you rolled over to your back. Now you kick your feet, sit up, eat all by yourself and I think I see those cute teeth popping through. I love your sweet spirit that way you hold my hand when you are falling asleep or the way your face lights up when you smile. That laugh is pure divine sweetheart I love the joy you bring in my life. When I am having my mental breakdowns cause the house is a mess and everything in my life is out of control you still continue to love me through all my faults. I think the thing you have taught me most is pure happiness. I am going to love you more then you will ever know you are my whole world baby girl and I am glad you chose me to be your mom in heaven. I hope one day you understand you can move mountains. When you are hurting know I am crying right there with you. No one can ever tell you that you aren’t love cause mama loves you more then life. I love being your mommy
Love,

Your mommy

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