simple & sweet

you're asleep & i'm wide awake. I can't help but to look at you and fall more in love with you today then I did yesterday. Babe we've created something so perfect and I love you for that. That hard times are hard but the good days are better! When I see you with penelope you know it does nothing but make me cry because your her dad and even better your my husband. Im glad I get you forever because I don't think I could only do a life time. You are my forever.. drives and ice cream mean more to me then you know. Even though our friends are very limited your the best friend I could ever ask for. Having a best friend who I can lay in bed and spend hours pillow talking with is simply perfect. I don't  know why god loves me so much to allow me to be your wife but I'm sure lucky. You lift me up when I'm crying and feel like I've almost given up hope. I love you travis wayne and penelope loves you too. Thanks for being my best friend, my companion, and my soul mate. You two are so peaceful i love listening to both of your soft breaths as you sleep. I am just blessed to have you both by my side! Being your mommy penelope is by far the biggest reward I could ever receive in this life time. Even though I can't put you down ever, I change your hair bows like 5x a day i love you more than you'll ever know. Life is so stressful but right now this very moment life is pretty freak'n perfect with you two.

temple beauts

Today my brother kirk got married to my first sister makaily! We all thought it was going to rain today but it ended up being a hot sweaty mess. While we were headed into the ceremony my now sister-n-law sister sat with penelope (thankfully she slept the whole entire time because i didn't have my phone on me) I was debating whether or not to take her to the temple but my brother insisted on having her in the photos so that turned out a wee bit stressful but it was great. Everyone was in awe over her outfit the whole time. Probably because I have to accessorize her head to toe. But it turned out to be a very wonderful LONG day. 

family stroll

I haven't blogged much.. sorry about that! I don't know if it's the fact that I'm overwhelmed with the amount of clothes I know have to wash and put away or if I am just in pure awe still that I created such a perfect angel and I don't want to put her down for two minutes to make a blog post ( that may or may not come to haunt me later.. but you can never hold your child to much right?) Anyways. I've been finally getting the hang of this mommy thing after three and a half weeks of having her. She is such a good baby she makes things pretty easy. I mean she only really cries when she's hungry or needs to be changed other then that I don't have much to complain about. Breastfeeding came super natural for both of us ( I recommend taking a class it helped me a lot) The best part of breastfeeding is that I get to have that time just me and her and we get to connect in our own special bond because she is relying on me 100% and I love it. She's mine and all mine, I keep telling everyone I just want to kiss her all the time. But any who I have healed pretty quickly and all I ever want to do is just go for walks. I think staring at brown walls all day may help with that factor. Other then I have to wait for my 6 weeks till I can actually really exercise this is the most active thing I can do that will help me get in shape (beside breastfeeding and eating healthy). So today Travis and I and of course Penelope went up the canyon and just walked the trail and stopped to take pictures as well look at the bridal veil falls water fall. It was just peaceful, I love that I have my small family to do things with. Travis is such a cute dad anytime he runs into old friends or anyone he knows he always says "dude whats up? look at my baby isn't she the cutest ever?" The way he looks at her melts my heart. We just love her and sad that she is growing well sort of she still doesn't fit in any of her newborn clothes or socks but we are happy to see her develop new skills everyday.