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Today has been an awful day for me, and I can't help my self but to cry. I don't know if its the stress of the holidays or the fact that Utah has all of the sudden gone to ice. I had another one of those breakdowns again and Travis laid with me in our bed and just went on a list of why he loves me. I couldn't help myself but to fall even more in love with Travis. When I was younger my mom use to tell me how she loved my dad more and more everyday but I never understood it till now. When I got married my whole life changed. Suddenly I don't care about anyone else anymore, I suddenly have become a house wife and actually want to clean and have the house picked up before travis gets off work. The craziest thing yet is I make sure travis has breakfast in his belly and lunch everyday and I love doing it because when travis is happy I am happy. Do not get me wrong its been hard sharing my things and doing all this because I've never had any sisters to share any of these moments with and I never really had that best friend who slept over all the time. But, when you are married all of the sudden you don't care for anyone but your little family you have. I've been asked a lot lately
"how do you like married life?" I just want to scream on the top of my lungs
"everyone should be married because its the best thing in the whole entire world!!"
Its funny because people think when you get married that its all about the intimacy and don't get me wrong its awesome but I think the best part of being married is being sealed to my best friend for eternity and spending every moment together especially waking up next to eachother everyday.
I think God gives us these partners so we don't have to do it alone.
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